Some Sad State

It is with very heavy heart that I am writing this. I am not enjoying at all.
What are the reasons? I know. Too much politics in the air. People have their own agendas and how they can go to any length for it.
I am not able to achieve anything beyond a certain point. What has happened? The guy who used to be on top of things at all times now because of the people around him is finding himself very let down.

Again that sinking feeling is coming out as if something bad might happen.
Life is full of crap with no roses around.
Can I fight and if I have to how far can I go?

What is the point in having all these things? Shall I leave all this behind and do what my heart tells me to do? Too much burden of responsibilities on my shoulder and above all that this new agony of not being able to do something on one thing which should have been my Priority no. 1. What has become of me?

A Cynic and a broken person with very less hope? Sad figure.