(Last Day@C*C)

Scene 1: FEELINGS

So finally that day has dawned.It is my last day@CSC.

W:How are you feeling Rajan?

M:Well,I am not feeling anything at all.

W:But howz that possible?There must be somethings about which you must be feeling/thinking.

M:No.Should there be such things?

W:Yes.Of course.Everybody feels when they end or start something.You are no different.Tell us the truth.

M:It is the Truth.But you could be right.It may not be now but sometime later for this FEELING thing to appear...Can you tell me how should I feel?

W:It is very Simple.There is a standard pattern.See..
Obviously you should be feeling Sad as you are leaving a place where you have spent 3 years.

M:Okies..:(

W:Then,you should also feel Apprehensive as you are going to a new place.You see,the Change Phobia...

M:Ok...:|

W:May be Happy as you are going b'coz you think/know you have got sth better than this.

M:Hmm...:)

W:Relieved as some sense of direction is there as far as your career is concerned.

M:Is it like that?I dunno.But you could be right.You know all.

W:You can also feel Excited on going to college again,meeting new people and all that Globe...
W:Or feel Scared that you will have to slog hard,sleepless nights...
W:You should be Proud on your achievement.Is it that big an achievement...
W:Glad that your hard work finally paid off.
W:Frustrated that you didn't get a better deal.
W:Surprised by your feat.You know ...You are still intact.
W:Peaceful that it is over.
W:Worried that there will be no Financial Independence.
W:Feeling alone...in this vast world...
W:Angry on yourself b'coz you could not say it to her...
W:Tired of the back stabbing and the MAD RAT/CAT RACE.
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W:There are so many feelings Rajan...
How come you are not feeling anything.
Feel Man.Feel...

M: Bassssssssssssssssssssss....Bas Karo...
M:I am feelin sleepy.so logging off..........Sayonara CSC...Adieu NCR...

Its time to chase some dreams,cherish some memories,live some moments!!!

p.s. Disclaimer: a.)Yeh Angry wali feeling ...don't give it much thought.
b.)W: World(Means the people around me...) M : Me

Ek Ishtory ---height of vehladom

He always admired her.
Loved her.
But could not find the courage to tell her.
And she perhaps knew it.
Yet remained silent.
Both sit together,worked together,ate together.
He was always thinking of letting her know by some means.
Always failed.
She enjoyed his constant attention.
She always did.
But she was not to be the first to tell.
It had to be him.It always worked like it only.
With time,the things started becoming more difficult for him.
Work pressure,unsecure future,competitive world all were eating him.
She stood like a pillar behind him.
A strength.
Both shared their frustrations,their hopes,their dreams except for that one li'l and most important thing.
Both wanted to.
But...
It seemed that they didn't care for anybody else,anything else.
They and their small world,protecting each other,blossoming in their relationship.
Carefree...Happy...
And then it came.
It was like a storm.
She was going to be engaged.
Getting married.
There were tears in his eyes.
He did not know what to do.
Could not sleep for many days.
She called him to his house next weekend to meet him.
And they lived happily thereafter.

Real life stories are not that simple and in most cases do not end in the same happy ending.
They are complex,much more complex.
Lets talk about that in the next one..