Free yet Caged!!!

Phew!!!

My service contract with CSC completed on Nov 16,2007.

I am no longer a Bonded Technical Labor.
I am a free bird...now.
Its a happy feeling.
So much I have suffered because of this.
But this question comes to my mind many times.
Am I really free?

No..would be the first answer.
Legally I am free.
But my spirit,it is caged.
So much in comfort zone,I have forgotten to fight,to move forward,to
look ahead...
Many a times,I used this Bond thing as an excuse for my inabilities to
perform,to move forward...How very stupid!
Sitting,cribbing,stagnating at the same place.Thats not a free
person's identity.

"Jinhein jaana tha,woh chale gaye,
Jo bach gaye woh kaabil nahin the?"

I don't know.And I am scared because I don't the answers.I hate it
when I don't know the answers.

Happy that I will have now more control over my life,my decisions on
the professional front.

Initiative is what I can improve upon...
I should be clear what I want and only then I will act strongly and
positively in this manner...my Mid Term Review.

Steps need to be taken.Shaken from this slumber.

So much potential,so much wastage,so many promises,so many breakages...

Will I bounce back and be a Free Person in real sense,lets see...
But its high time that something should be done.
And it will be done.

Amen!!!

Will write about this amazing journey in my next blog.

P.S. Have made some new bonds during this part of the journey of the
corporate world.Friends!!!
Some of the most amazing people you can think of.All good in their own ways.
All complimenting many things that I don't possess or I want to possess.
And I sincerely hope that bond remains for life.

Friends for life and thats my only earning so far+ Rs 128/-
(I just checked my bank A/c...;))