When and where I went wrong ?

Sitting after a long time to write.What has changed,why it has changed and what's the impact?
Many dimensions where you can apply this question to?

First Me.Then My friends.My social circle.Country,World.
It applies everywhere.

Am/Was I intelligent?
What has changed? My perception about myself has changed.If I look truly deep inside myself,I find potential no doubt,but then everybody has it,Wit,Okie,,sarcasm rite ...Fear of certain things(Y)...and lot many things which I still need to unfathom.
I thought I am this Big shot,intelligent Guy who will conquer the world."Yatha naam tatha Gun"..,I made a prediction.But did I prepare?What qualities except Intelligence were needed.

Confidence...I Lost it on that fateful day.What was the reason.Expectations...
Hardwork ...When was the Last time I did that?
Focus...C'mon...
Destiny...Hide and seek
Clear thoughts/Actions...Fused

/confused Mind...
Profile..Alwayz in limelight,Wen you are aiming high one outta forget that he is part of the main strata.Kinda Tapasaya..alone...
Keeping of your own..
Attitude......Up and down+++++++and -------------
I had all of them.Why they have changed?The start was good.Lost in the middle and still lost.
There are/were reasons...won't go into details.
control :...........Is that others had control of my life of was it me only?


The Impact:   Okie I am smiling.A smile which sayz all,which contains all and which will ...

Now what?Same old approach.
N lets see the results this time.

Seventy Five...75 is what I am counting on for Don Bradman......But then I am fond of Numbers...

Amen!!!!!!!!
God Bless you The KING...